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“The following dream descriptions were recorded upon waking up between 2005-2009, and transcribed as poems in October 2009. The illustrations were completed from 1995 to present. All vocal recordings are considered fair use, for artists to use at will.” -Bryan Lewis Saunders
Music by Raymond Dijkstra / Vocals & Sounds of Bobcats by Bryan Lewis Saunders
Cover Art by Raymond Dijkstra (collage) / Artwork by Bryan Lewis Saunders (drawings)
The full album is contained on both Side A and Side B, and comes with a folded lyric sheet.
- 1 - Dream - 7:44
- 2 - Spirit Heirarchy - 1:15
- 3 - Snore - 1:32
- 4 - What The Cat Is For - 2:01
- 5 - Distress - 2:51
- 6 - Pan Scars - 0:47
- 7 - Purring - 3:02
53 page professionally printed spiral bound book with 20 high quality B/W illustrations.
Contents:
-Introduction
-Knife Dreams
-Hide and Play Dead
-Letter From prison
-Dat Nigga's Soft
-Bible Study Rant
-The Knife Incident
-The Reasons Why I Dream With Knives: 1-18
-Johnson City Press Article
-The Reasons Why I Dream With Knives: 19, 20
-Conclusion
Vocals by Bryan Lewis Saunders except Track 5 vocals by Joachim Montessuis and Track 6 vocals by Marcelo Aguirre.
Produced, mixed, mastered and edited in 2010 by Joachim Montessuis
Photographs by Alice Lane
Art design by Felix Rosier
LP comes with a link to a Download of the Album + 9 Bonus Tracks and an Illustrated PDF Book with Text.
- 1 - The Social Masochist: Christopher Fleeger - 1:55
- 2 - Hide And Play Dead: M. Peck - 7:24
- 3 - Subject In Question: John Duncan - 6:36
- 4 - The Store: Christopher Fleeger - 3:17
- 5 - Promethazine: Joachim Montessuis - 1:58
- 6 - Near Death Experience: Spastic Dementia - 5:24
- 7 - PCP Poetry: Joachim Montessuis - 3:15
- 8 - Methanol: Kaontrol Kontraos - 3:56
- 9 - Brain Death: Murmurists - 3:41
- 10 - I Am A Vulture: Joachim Montessuis - 3:55
- 1 - Der Muter Objekt by Z'EV -
- 2 - Fur Die Hunde by Bryan Lewis Saunders - 23:17
Thanks to:
Audra Dawn Fleming, Leah and Gary (Head Molt), Dave Toecutter, Nicole and last but not least craigslist.
Cover Art by Leah Peah
Edition of 50
- 1 - craigslist - 12:00
- 2 - Wanted - 12:00
- 1 - Belsona Academy Episode 12: Bryan Lewis Saunders Dreams Again - 39:03
- 2 - Animus Chora: Spirit Receptacle - 36:44
- 1 - A/MEI/SEN - 34:02
- 1 - Intro - 1:20
- 2 - The Absurdity Of Pain - 11:42
- 3 - Giving It A Name - 5:28
- 4 - The Philosophy Of The Anti-Hole And Hole - 5:14
- 5 - Embracement - 13:13
All music from manipulated vocal recordings.
Artwork: Théo Mercier
Recorded while in and out of sleep on October 10th, 2009
- 1 - Torso - 30:05
Thanks to:
Phil Leonard & George, Todd Burris (Kaontrol Kontraos), Daniel Dugger, Josh & Teenage Whore Tapes, Leah, E. Nuaman
Special thanks to: CH3OH, Toluene & 1,1,1 - Trichloroethane
Cover Art by Stacie Williams
Edition of 100
Sign It ! (Live) documents a performance by Bryan Lewis Saunders on 03/03/08 in Nashville, TN.
On July 8, 2004, Campbell County, Tennessee police officers entered the house of Lester "Eugene" Siler and attempted to coerce Siler to sign a consent form, giving them permission to search his home without a warrant. The officers tortured him using both psychological and physical abuse, including electric shock to the genitals. Upon arrival, the officers asked his wife Jenny to leave the home. Before the torture, Jenny set up an audio tape recorder, which captured a large portion of this horrific incident. "Sign It !" (Live) is a tragedy in 4 acts. Running time 32:28
The reenactment took place while playing an edited version of the Lester Eugene Siler police brutality audio recording, along with sign language and video accompaniment, both edited and produced by Bryan Lewis Saunders.
Video by Nicole Bailey
Organ by Audra Fleming
Produced, mixed and edited by Bryan Lewis Saunders
Signed and numbered. Edition of 40
- 1 - Act 1 - The Battery - 11:43
- 2 - Act 2 - Old-Fashioned (On the Rocks) - 5:34
- 3 - Act 3 - Take Me Out To The Ball Game - 4:34
- 4 - Act 4 - I'm Here To Help - 6:17
108 page book with 28 poems and stories, and 36 full page illustrations (29 color & 7 b/w). The book is 8 1/2" x 11" on high quality archival paper, professionally bound paperback. Signed and Numbered, includes original work of art.
Contents:
- I am a Vulture
- If My Mother and I were Monkeys -
- Demolished
- Homesick Shit
- Smoking Class
- The Safest Way to Get High
- My Deepest Darkest Fears
- PCP Poetry
- Near Death Experience
- She was All About the Trucks and Sex
- Small Town Dark Secret
- Wanted
- The Civic
- Bed Bugs
- Subject In Question
- The Strip Search
- Welcome to Another World
- With a Smile
- Justice
- Powerman
- The Experiment
- I Quit
- Cross-Pollenation
- Cowboy Christians and Hippie Injuns
- Dispatches from the Fifth Column
- Promethazine
- The Deposition
- A Cry for Help
N1: Loss of some conscious awareness of the external environment and muscle tone.
N2: Conscious awareness of the external environment completely disappears.
N3: The stage in which night terrors, bedwetting, sleepwalking and sleep-talking occur.
N4: A deeper version of N3, in which the deep-sleep characteristics are pronounced.
(NOTE: THIS CD IS 85% UNCONSCIOUS SPOKEN WORD)
Nikki Hamblin invited me to perform at an art party in Johnson City, TN. I thought I would do it up right; with face paint and props consisting of Doll Babies, GHB, candy, marshmallows, balloons, Roofies, a box cutter and knife, hot dogs a globe and music/videos etc...At that time the Jessica Lunsford case had been in the news again and was weighing heavily on my mind. I had been given 2 VHS tapes to re-edit and use, should I so chose. One a homemade Girls Gone Wild video by Chad Head, and the other Psychic TV's 1st video titled, "The Mad Doctor". I had 2 days to prepare, but the end result was perfect. A powerful performance appropriately titled, "Missing Child".
Nikki Hamblin - Art Space
Jason McKinney - Camera
Russell Hughes - Bubbles
Produced, mixed and edited by Bryan Lewis Saunders.
Signed and numbered. Edition of 10
- 1 - White Girls Gone Crazy - 14:04
- 2 - Puppy Love - 8:00
- 3 - Subject In Question - 3:16
- 4 - Healing The World - 12:00
Bryan Lewis Saunders: Videography, Vocals, Editing and Suffering.
Christopher Fleeger: Beetle munching field recordings
- 1 - Bed Bugs II - 24:00
Kommisar Hjuler & Mama Baer's "Anticipation of the Generalized Other"/"Fur die Hunde".
Limited edition release of 14/08. This is a remix of their ongoing [SHMF-19+] project released on their label Der Schöne Hjuler-Memorial-Fond . "Fur Die Hunde" by Bryan Lewis Saunders is (SHMF-19+20 & SHMF-19+20nach)
- 1 - Fur die Hunde - 14:17
- 2 - Fur die Hunde - 23:17
A 34 minute track with Bryan Lewis Saunders, Kommissar Hjuler, Mama Baer and Faust Adolf Hjuler.
(A story from the State Mental Hospital titled, The Experiment" involving ants "ameisen" and perhaps too much poison in the system.)
Edition of 4
- 1 - A/Mei/Sen - 34:02
Vocals by Mr. Brain Sander AKA Bryan Lewis Saunders, (except track 2 vocals by B.L. Saunders & Patrick Mannequin Hollowcaust) All music created, mixed, edited, remixed and mastered individually by the individual artists listed below. Special thanks to Chaotic Underworld. Art by Dustin (Brother Fyodor). And thanks to all of the musicians involved and Bipolar Joe the only contributor not from TN. All stories are true, some names have been changed though so we do not get sued, and all of the stories took place in our beloved TN, except Tony Baloney which took place in Northern Virginia.
- 1 - Dogs Don't Shit On the Sidewalk - Killbot - 2:56
- 2 - Bobby Chatman - Mannequin Hollowcaust - 1:41
- 3 - Project Hope - Love Execution Style - 3:24
- 4 - Busting Open - Killbot - 8:38
- 5 - The Incest Bomber - 1:53
- 6 - Tony Baloney - Radio vs. Static - 6:09
- 7 - Pig Fucking Story - B.L. Saunders - 11:00
- 8 - Nasty Girl - Lucid Nightmare Paradise - 7:44
- 9 - Wing Nut - Bipolar Joe - 7:37
- 10 - September - B.L. Saunders - 2:06
- 11 - A Friend of mine - Brother Fyodor - 6:59
- 12 - Busting Open pt. 2 - M. Peck - 5:25
Featuring - Kaontrol Kontraos and The Killbot (Track1), Kaontrol Kontraos (Tracks 6 and 9), E. Nauman remix (Track 3), Joachim Montessuis (Track 4), John Duncan (Track 5)
Signed and numbered, in an edition of 100, the NTSC format version of this release included different music accompaniment and multiple cover art versions and numbers 1-20 came with all of the different cover art variations.
- 1 - If My Mother and I Were Monkeys - 1:46
- 2 - The Safest Way To Get High - 5:34
- 3 - My Deepest Darkest Fears - 3:51
- 4 - PCP Poetry - 2:58
- 5 - Small Town Dark Secret - 6:36
- 6 - Subject In Question - 6:18
- 7 - The Beach - 8:29
- 8 - I Quit - 5:21
- 9 - Promethazine - 2:51
- 10 - The Deposition - 2:58
Featuring - John Duncan (Track 6), Kaontrol Kontraos (Tracks 1,3,5,9)
Signed and numbered, this release was in an edition of 30 PAL format DVDs to promote the second European tour of Bryan Lewis Saunders in November 2007. All videos edited and produced by Bryan Lewis Saunders.
- 1 - If My Mother and I Were Monkeys - - 1:46
- 2 - The Safest Way To Get High - 5:34
- 3 - My Deepest Darkest Fears - 3:51
- 4 - PCP Poetry - 2:58
- 5 - Small Town Dark Secret - 6;18
- 6 - Subject In Question - 6:36
- 7 - The Beach - 8:29
- 8 - I Quit - 5:21
- 9 - Promethazine - 2:51
- 10 - The Deposition - 2:58
Recorded by Phil Leonard at Montclair Studios on Maple St. (except where noted)
Track 2, 3 and 4 - recorded with Kaontrol Kontraos
Track 6 - recorded at The Spot by Neil and Balts. Engineered by Monkeybone.
Track 7 - recorded by Bryan Saunders
Track 8 - (edited excerpts) appear courtesy of Punky Radio
Track 9 - recorded with Escaton (Josh Norman, Tom Intardinato, Cory Goehring) live at Montclair Studos on Maple St. Closing song lyrics by Chuck Brown.
Mixed and produced by Phil Leonard and Bryan Saunders.
Signed and Numbered. Edition of 150
- 1 - My Deepest Darkest Fears - 3:51
- 2 - If My Mother and I Were Monkeys - - 1:46
- 3 - Hide and Play dead - 8:33
- 4 - CH3OH - 3:57
- 5 - Magnet / A Cry for help - 6:17
- 6 - Powerman - 2:50
- 7 - Cross-Pollenation - 5:08
- 8 - Punky Radio - 4:45
- 9 - The Beach (w/Escaton) - 14:10
Recorded by Phil Leonard at Montclair Studios on Maple St. (except where noted)
Track 2, 4, 6, and 9 - recorded with Kaontrol Kontraos
Track 3 - recorded live by Brad Smith
Track 7 - recorded by WLOS ABC 13 / Bryan Saunders
Track 13 - recorded by a cyber stalker
Track 14 - created, mixed, recorded by the Alekar (Dub Orchestra)
Mixed and produced by Phil Leonard and Bryan Saunders.
Signed and Numbered. Edition of 150
- 1 - Pick a Scab - :15
- 2 - How to Turn a Man Into a Dog - 1:51
- 3 - The Beach (Live) - 8:29
- 4 - Mamma Didn't Raise No Preemies - :36
- 5 - Thirty-Eight Dollers - 3:57
- 6 - Small Town Dark Secret - 6:18
- 7 - ABC 13 / I Quit (Live) - 6:21
- 8 - In the Rug - :34
- 9 - Promethazine - 2:51
- 10 - 3 Suicide Loops - 3:05
- 11 - Supernova - 2:46
- 12 - It Could Always Be Worse - :31
- 13 - (Mystery Bonus Track) - 2:00
- 14 - Tribute to B.L. Saunders by Alekar - 2:52
Recorded by Phil Leonard at Montclair Studios on Maple St. (except where noted)
Track 3, 6, 9 and 12 - recorded by Kaontrol Kontraos
Track 4 - recorded by Jason McKinney
Track 11 - Recorded live at the Hideaway with Thunderwolf
Track 13 - recorded live by Kevin Smith
Mixed and produced by Phil Leonard and Bryan Saunders.
Signed and Numbered. Edition of 200
- 1 - PCP Poetry - 2:58
- 2 - Inbred Haiku - :14
- 3 - Homesick Shit - 5:08
- 4 - Subject in Question - live - 3:16
- 5 - Mental Hospital - :25
- 6 - Autobiography of a Serial Killer (The Early Years) - 13:17
- 7 - Mommy Forgot Me - 2:09
- 8 - Everything I Know About My Dad - 3:01
- 9 - Man's Best Friend - 1:17
- 10 - Death of a Loser - 5:33
- 11 - NDE (Near Death Experience) - 5:23
- 12 - DMT Poetry - 2:21
- 13 - Oyster (Live) - 4:02
- 14 - I Hope - :34
- 1 - NDE (Near Death Experience) - 5:23
- 2 - Cowboy Christians & Hippie Injuns - 2:55
- 3 - Project Hope - 2:28
